Re: Otis Farrell July 24, 1999 - October 4, 2013 RIP
Oh Bill, I wish I could take away this pain you need to walk through, but as you know that would mean all those 14 wonderful years would have to go away too.
I was sobbing to the video. Such a beautiful sadness. it really brought me back to the first evening without Ruby. I came to my family in the living room and just crumpled.
I loved the middle of the video when she/Otis is leaping and frolicking. hang onto that in the days ahead. I believe the agony is ours and although I am sure O misses you just as much as you miss him, his spirit has been released from his painful body.
I'm glad.....if this is the right word, for you and Otis that the end came quickly. we wouldn't lose them any sooner, but watching, waiting and dreading when our world will fall apart is so excruciating.
Tara
Oh Bill, I wish I could take away this pain you need to walk through, but as you know that would mean all those 14 wonderful years would have to go away too.
I was sobbing to the video. Such a beautiful sadness. it really brought me back to the first evening without Ruby. I came to my family in the living room and just crumpled.
I loved the middle of the video when she/Otis is leaping and frolicking. hang onto that in the days ahead. I believe the agony is ours and although I am sure O misses you just as much as you miss him, his spirit has been released from his painful body.
I'm glad.....if this is the right word, for you and Otis that the end came quickly. we wouldn't lose them any sooner, but watching, waiting and dreading when our world will fall apart is so excruciating.
Tara
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