Re: Angel Scooter... August 31, 2013
Hi you guys,
I keep coming back here and reading your posts. A couple of moments these past few days I felt like I was going crazy from grief...like how come the world just keeps going on...but it does. I was shocked at the depth of feeling of desperation.
I walked Rudy today (the neighbor's Maltese...8 years ago I found him the home he is in now) and it was good to have a little Maltese by my side. When I got to his house I picked him up and gave him some belly rubs and kisses and he wasn't used to that. Normally, I just rattle the gate and he comes out charging through the doggie door and off we go. This time he got some special hugs and he was like...hey, lady...lets get walking! What is your problem? He walked 2 miles! He has a great family and they love him to pieces. I am his dog walker. I thought about not going today, but he still needed to go for a walk and I didn't want to think of him not getting his walk today. It did my heart good to look down at the little guy and know that life will go on.
I wasn't sure how I would feel and we are all different (like Craig says) so I just got on with it. Scooter would want that. But it isn't easy....here I am on this site....trying to stay connected.
Your posts are so heartfelt and appreciated.
Hi you guys,
I keep coming back here and reading your posts. A couple of moments these past few days I felt like I was going crazy from grief...like how come the world just keeps going on...but it does. I was shocked at the depth of feeling of desperation.
I walked Rudy today (the neighbor's Maltese...8 years ago I found him the home he is in now) and it was good to have a little Maltese by my side. When I got to his house I picked him up and gave him some belly rubs and kisses and he wasn't used to that. Normally, I just rattle the gate and he comes out charging through the doggie door and off we go. This time he got some special hugs and he was like...hey, lady...lets get walking! What is your problem? He walked 2 miles! He has a great family and they love him to pieces. I am his dog walker. I thought about not going today, but he still needed to go for a walk and I didn't want to think of him not getting his walk today. It did my heart good to look down at the little guy and know that life will go on.
I wasn't sure how I would feel and we are all different (like Craig says) so I just got on with it. Scooter would want that. But it isn't easy....here I am on this site....trying to stay connected.
Your posts are so heartfelt and appreciated.
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